I...

need to be honest about who I am.
I am very arrogant, controlling, obnoxious, and I can't spell very well.

I can be aggressive and condescending. I
like to appear to have everything under control,
when I don't.

I am self conscious and want to please.
I have many faults and its hard to
admit.

One thing that is not hard for me is
my love for you and I know I do many
things that challenge that, but in my
heart of hearts I know you are the one
for me.

And it might just be that I don't
deserve you and all that you are
ordained to be, but I am going to
try my damnest to be worthy.

Its just that sometimes I am unsure
of your interest and attraction, and I want to
be someone that you are proud to be with...
but I'm guessing at your intentions. I don't know

I do know that I want to be vulnerable with you.
I need the type of love and support that I can depend upon from
the very best friend that I love. I need you. I value you. I...